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MELISSA
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GEMINI
WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
ORANGEMAOMAO
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WESTWOOD CHORUS
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Friday, June 30, 2006

today was a fine day, just that..i cannot eat much food too..despite that..i've grown fatter!! and of cse, shorter as before.. nvm..i'll just accept the fact that i'm fat
but dinner at home is so great..my first ever meal in 6 days i ate! and didnt vomit!! although i felt nauseous..but i did keep the food in the stomach :D
and that means, i dont need to see a doctor anymore!
albert!!
he came back yesterday from australia..it was just a stopover in singapore..he came to see us, we welcomed him in school, haha..i was happy..hes grown taller, thinner, and he still remember us! so sweet of him..
they wanted to do some kind of waterfall using coke and mentos? kinwah, joined and pay for all, haha
at night, nelson called to play badminton with joey and albert..at nanyang cc..i went there super late, when the whole game was finished..went to macdonald and also chatted alot..i know how life is in australia, i hope albert prefer here more, with us =D sadly, he left this morning..perhaps half a month ? or maybe 1 yr? 2 yrs? den we would be able to see him again..
i was not really happy..many reasons?ahaha
partly because i cannot be a good sectional leader..
im really terrible..
and ms ang and mdm chiong leaving..or rather, left..our 1h form teachers..both left, soon. 2h form teacher will leave before we do..sigh..
volleyball game today..11 girls VS 11 girls..a rather nice game! but the best was still from 2h, boys VS girls..it was the best game i ever played in my life..so many memories to remember, i miss 2h again, ALOT!

feel the SUNSHINE;
6:42 AM
******

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

went to see a doctor just now
which i shouldn't went
i should had gone choir and not waste time waiting for a useless doctor to attend to me
IM FINE, thats what he said..so i said ok..
but the thing is, he dont even listen to my illness..and gastric is no big deal to him..(everybody got gastric) he said that in chinese..he talk and i dont even understand..
he said i dont need to rest..he didn want to give me a mc
he said im stress and it links to the stomach..
im not even stress!!
he only ask about my menstruation -_- he thinks im pregnant huh!!
so dumb..and he said to my mum he wont give the same kind of medicine as before..guess what..its the same!!
tsk tsk..just eat them i guess

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:49 AM
******

Monday, June 26, 2006

and "great", im puking digestive juices? LOL
i dont know whats its called..but the taste is gross
my stomach is like empty
i dont like it..ahhh

LOOKING AT THAT BURNT SKIRT
makes me more sad..

im so dumb..
i burnt a hole in my favourite skirt
which i only wear it once
and never can i wear it anymore...

AND i lost my maomao, not lost
my mum threw it away
its important to me
its like somesort of a lucky thing to me
i know i should not think this way
but i feel very umcomplete without it
and bad things start happening, like the above one
what more would happen!!
:(

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:17 AM
******

Saturday, June 24, 2006

school reopening in 2 days time
and im rushing homework, finally got the mood to do
and its hard to get to brain running to do amath or any subjects
chemistry!! i cannot start doing it..
the new term will be much more occupied with many events
and it will also get very tiring!

i got nothing else to blog about today,
i just feel like drinking milk tea!

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:57 AM
******

Friday, June 23, 2006

i guess i have to do this afterall?
haha...

Your 10 favourites
Favourite Colours:
blue, orange, white, anything?
Favourite Food: any food i can eat(i think)
Favourite Songs: someone's watching over me
Favourite Movies: many!
FaVourite Sports: badminton?
Favourite Season: winter(snow,aww)
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: chocolate
Favourite Countries: war-free countries
Favourite Things: my computer, my phone

Your 9 currents
Current Mood: tired!
Current Clothes: clothes...
Current Desktop: BENQ FP567s
Nail colour: normal
Current Time: 9.23pm
Current Annoyance: my sister
Current Thoughts: what should i do later?

Your 8 firsts
First Best Friend : not sure
First Crush : cant remember
First Movie : i hope i remember
First Piercing : never had
First Lie : cant remember
First Music: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyandz
First Car: forget the name of it, its red in colour(even smaller than my bicycle)
First Cry: 31may1991

Last Cigarette: i will never touch it
Last Drink: coke
Last Car Ride: um,my dad's car?
Last Crush: ...
Last Movie seen: in her shoes
Last Phone Call: jingjing
Last CD Played: thesims (but it doesnt work)

Your 6 Have you evers
Have you ever date one of your bestfriend: date a girl?
Have you ever broken the laws: i threw litter on the floor
Have you ever been arrested: no..
Have you ever been on TV: yes(i was so dumb)
Have you ever kiss some one that u dont know: no..

5 things that you are wearing: clothes,spectacles,rubberband,headband,watch
4 things you done today: did history online hw,laughoutloud at the tv show,housework,cut my hair
3 things you heard right now: tv commercial,keyboard sound,mother screaming
2 things you cannot live without: friends,family,food(make it 3?)
Things you do when u are bored: sleep,talk to myself,draw,eat

I tagged to do :
ZAWANI :D
RASYIDAH :D
HANNAH :D
NOELLA :D
JACKLYN :D
DARREN :D
GINA :D

allow me to finish with just two more song!!
Song: Breaking Free Lyrics

Troy:
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy:
We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
We’re soarin’
Troy:
Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Both:
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Troy:
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh
Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Both:
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin’
Troy:
Climbin’
To get to that place
Both:
To be all that we can be
Troy:
Now’s the time
Both:
So we’re breaking free
Troy:
We’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhh , yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith
Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin’
Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need
Both:
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Gabriella: Soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Troy: Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Breaking free
Were runnin’
Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin’
Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Troy: Now’s the time
Gabriella: So we’re breaking free
Troy: Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Song: Start of Something New Lyrics

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

okok,the end

feel the SUNSHINE;
6:20 AM
******

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
a MUST CATCH disney original movie!

SING-A-LONG~
DANCE-A-LONG~

Song: What I've Been Looking For Lyrics

Ryan:
It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see

Together:
You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me

Sharpay:
This feelings like no other

Together:
I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had somone as good for me as you
no one like you so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for

Sharpay:
So good to be seen
So good to be heard

Together:
Don't have to say a word

Ryan:
For so long I was lost
So good to be found

Together:
I'm loving having you around

Ryan:
This feeling's like no other

Together:
I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I finally found
what I've ben looking for

Together:
Doo Doo DooDoo
Doo Doo DooDoo
Do Do

Woa-ah-ah-oh

Song: We're All in This Together Lyrics

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

Here and now its time for celebration
I finally figured it out (yeah yeah)
That all our dreams have no limitations
That's what its all about

Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong (each other strong)
Were not the same
Were different in a good way
Together's where we belong

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

We're all here
and speaking out with one voice
we're going to rock the house (rock the house)
the party's on now everybody make some noise
come on scream and shout

We've arrived becuase we stuck together
Champions one and all

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come

We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly
Know inside
We can make it
We're all in this toghether
Once we see
Theres a chance
That we have
And we take it

Wild cats sing along
Yeah, you really got it goin' on
Wild cats in the house
Everybody say it now
Wild cats everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Lets get to it
Time to show the world

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come

We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly
Know inside
We can make it
We're all in this together
Once we see
Theres a chance
That we have
And we take it

Wild cats everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Let's get to it
Come on everyone!

feel the SUNSHINE;
11:54 PM
******

okay, the blog post now is about royston..
one thing he said that i find it very true is the "power of blog"
very powerful, can stir up great matters but also very personal

ROYSTON
HE crumple my history assignments and refuse to return me
HE steal my paper during kl trip
HE wants to iron and make it straight but i hope he dont burn it instead
HE who appeared in the newspaper before.(bad thing)
HE who almost got in the news for being a survivor of hand-foot-mouth disease
HE gave me the idea to write this..
HE is a *DIT**DIT**DIT*-any vulgar you can think of

everything i blog about him is crap!i'll see how fast this post spread about me backstabbing royston!!
IM BACKSTABBING HIM
STABBING HIM REAL HARD ON HIS BACK

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:45 AM
******

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

The instant was stunning
It touched the hub
And she feels the fancy
With repentance she left
The night was startling
Delightful stuffs done
Will never be put behind
There was still rebuff
But hoping there was further
As in her there was fond

Now Now...

OHH, terrible stuffs happened..
more troubles created..
matter not rest..
people will detest..
kiddy mind to grow up..
or else, troubles will sum up!!
went to school for lesson the first 3 days of the week
at least my brain is still alive to study
yesterday was "its showtime!"
huimin and i ran back from tuition to catch the show..
HAHA
got back just on time
saw our dumb faces, argh
many people saw us i guess
and WESTWOOD GOT IN, whoa?
i thought it was be cch and jjc..bcse cch is a autonomous school afterall, rich people inside! they would surely sms alot
in the end, westwood and jjc, oh yay!
people, work hard for the next round yah!

(pain..pain.. pain like hell..)

feel the SUNSHINE;
11:22 PM
******

Thursday, June 15, 2006

great, im so super "lucky" today..so lucky thati burnt my hair while cooking lunch for myself..
now it got my hair curled up and curly. =(
and disgusting..
and i broke my dad's glass bottle..HOW.
im gonna be in deep shite when he finds out..
all vulgarities will come out from his mouth to me
which he has not said for 2 yrs to me..
arhhhhh
='''(((((
god also cannot help me now..
im afriad i will get wacked!
joey came to my house today
yeah, and mum keep ordering me to do this and that, scold n scream at me!
in front of my friend...
sigh..
and im so dumb
i cannot do anything right..
no wonder she keep scolding me..

feel the SUNSHINE;
4:54 AM
******

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

no more of KL
now back in singapore, im still puking food, and no voice..
went to the polyclinic on 12june.. guess what
doctor said its gastric again, how can it be?? i ate and ate..i ATE..
now, my voice comes back and goes as and when it wants

yesterday,
went to make my i/c, hehe
den dad brought us to tampines mall, with mum, sis and lil brother..
before that, lunch really is terrible. dad insist on eating curry, and i vomit my food again, feel very terrible..
my sis resembles a "ahlian" my mum said, and i quite agree..lols
i like shopping with mum because she will pay for the stuffs i want to buy
BUT
i hate shopping with mum because she cannot stop choosing and she will take a super long time
yeah,
went home early because i got tuition at night
theres a new little boy in tuition
but whenever one joins, another will leave, dont know why?

i need to do my hols assignmenat now!

byebye

feel the SUNSHINE;
1:22 AM
******

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

An exchange with SMK Kepong Baru was fun, but i didn really get very involve like the others
i went to see the doc with jesselyn during the ice-breaking session,which means we missed alot..?
hahaa
doctor said i've got urinal infection which leads to the stomach problems and thus i will puke after i eat..hmmm? and he said that i cannot get overexcited..hmm??
but i did make friends and got back in time to sing..
and its also the last day in KL i got my voice..haha

jacklyn shy? haha

with the kepong baru president

;D

THE NEXT DAY
i wasnt feeling well in the morning
but i was fine after lunch
but the teachers did not allow me to join the rest to the putrajaya wetland..
we are fine and energetic still
sophie,joley,irene,olivia and i was called to rest in room 608 and 609..
olivia slept on my bed while the rest of us couldnt sleep, the afternoon was pretty bored!
so...

hmmmm

ARHH

twin tower

hehehe

UP UP AND AWAY!

WHISH!

irene and joley

but alot of us got sickly after that, ahaha
me and joley ate room service chicken congee, the dinner was nice..but i cant eat =(

NEXT DAY
went to the national auditorium
got some souveniors
big auditorium indeed!

at night, went to see how the national choir rehearse
the conductor was really strict!
ok, westwood turn to perform!

smile!

crappy

NEXT DAY, LAST DAY OF FUN IN KL
went shopping in KLCC, expensive place indeed
then, went to watch a concert..

in the shoppig centre

twin tower at night

kintoh the bunny

not prepared!

joley is the bunny now!?

roommates :D

AWWW, next morning,i didn want breakfast.so i didn went down..BYE ROYAL BINTANG,
i love room 608 and 609 :(
travelling back...

ann ann love her lollipop, but she cannot finsih eating, HAHA

coooL!

close that door, ahah

joshua the tour guide

byebye i-gallop! X2000

the end of the whole trip
with sweet memories brought back
and alot of bonding with everyone
i've got to know alot of people much much more
and made good friends
and very thankful to ms fong and ms chen too
they are like "super teachers" there
trying to solve every problem we faced...

-the end-

feel the SUNSHINE;
11:27 PM
******

Monday, June 12, 2006

went to SMK seafield for another exchange the next day
pretty fun and did made alot of friends..